| doctor frankenross ( @ 2008-05-08 04:06:00 |
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The VMAs is something I probably could’ve done without. I really thought I was going to die of boredom, or die from all the bad jokes, if you want to call them that. Last year was a hell of a lot better, so was the year before that. This year was just…horrible and I hope I never have to sit through something like that again. I mean, I know I shouldn’t really be complaining, but it’s just how I feel and how I felt during that time. Other people thought it was great that night, and that’s fine, I didn’t and I won’t be changing my mind either. I think the best part of that day was the red carpet, playing around with Rock Band 2, and the after party. That’s kind of sad now that I think about it. Oh well, moving on.
We were in New Zealand for my birthday so I didn’t really get to do anything then. Well, I mean we went out for a little bit after the show, but that was about it. And usually I don’t care when we actually have to play on that day, but this time kind of sucked. The audience wasn’t as enthusiastic as the other crowds we had been dealing with. I know there’ll always be those times where we’ll get those type of crowds, but it just really sucked when it had happened on that day. Coming home and having a big party completely made up for it, even if it wasn’t just for me but Spencer as well. If I could go back to that day I think I would, just because it was too much fun.
Since Brendon talked about me in his update I figured I’d talk about him in mine. Not that I really have any clue what I’m going to say. What can I say that I haven’t already said before or said to you? So much has gone on between us the past few months and for a while there I was scared that I might lose you. I hated thinking about that. I hated all the what ifs that kept going through my head at that time. I know we haven’t known each other for that long, but it feels like we’ve known each other for as long as Spencer and I have known each other. That’s saying something, I think. I can’t really imagine a day without you in it. I think that’s why I haven’t told you to go home already, since you pretty much forgotten where you live! But that’s okay, because I don’t mind and neither does Hobo. I really am glad that what we got through what we had because I think everything between us better than it had been before. Does that make sense? I don’t know, it does in my head and I kind think you speak Ryan so you should get it. 